Very difficult dinner last night due to difficulty swallowing again. Could be worse.

Up at 9:30 am feeling well. Almost cold in here. Pay myself back since I found Marion's check book. The court date for the final sale of the house should be soon, I suppose.  I would get paid off as the administrator of the estate, I would have to move my Honda, I would get a pay off as an heir to the estate, and I would no longer need to go to Santa Clarita Valley for much at all.  Nancy Sanford probably still lives there.  I wonder if she is happy.  Am I happy?  Not so much now, but this is a difficult patch.  I am working on making things better.  Time will tell.